i changed my AIM sn...its


damnambored



so yea...i have urs still...go online, or call me, omg...im just so happy u replied

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and ill cry a thousand rivers before i swim upstream to you - T

i just got ur message....omg i miss u so much. please please talk to me. call me 949 463 4566 anytime u want to...im here



ill always be here for u. i promise



omg...im crying now. i just...yea...idk...

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and ill cry a thousand rivers before i swim upstream to you - T

i still remember everything we ever talked about...and god it kills me because u wont answer back to anything i write u...please just this once....will u answer me so i know ur alive...please

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and ill cry a thousand rivers before i swim upstream to you - T

remember to remember me.

myles....i wrote this for you, about you. please read it and say something.....its from my heart and how i feel.

Where did you go?
Why did you leave me?
How come you left?
What is it something I said?
Was it something I did?

Im crying alone.
Im freezing inside.
You left me here,
never to warm me again,
to make me feel like your here.

Did you just decide to leave me?
You think its that easy?
To walk into my life,
touch them like you did.
And then just walk out, just like that?

Dont you know
that its killing me inside.
My heart is torn
it'll never be the same.
I need you to fix it.

I know your probably not here.
You've probably left my life forever.
Never to return to me.
Leaving me here.
To cry alone and die.

My tears are cold.
They burn my heart.
Forever there will be a piece missing.
Ill never forget you.
You touched my life, like no one else will.
I just hope you wont forget it....

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"Let's see how you like having a sticker on YOUR face!"
*puts sticker over Duffman's mouth*
"Duffman... can't breath!"

Before the day began there was a hum. This hum began to flow across the universe. This flow created a dream in the young boys mind before he awoke. This dream was one filled with awareness, tragedy, and finally triumph. He saw his life as one day that lasted until the end of time. He knew that before the sun could make its way to its rightful place that he had to come to an agreement with chance. This agreement was one of awareness that his life was meant for something spectacular. He was chosen to dance in the flow of life. Everything was interconnected and that the sun was woven to his spirit and his spirit was woven to every other spirit in existence. This created a blanket that allowed him to dive without fear into the unknown and conquer the challenges that lay before him. He dreamed of broken stars and diamonds and what he saw filled his stomach with a cool brisk wind. It was as if wonder had been placed in his mind for the first time. His chest filled with air, up and down, as the night air blew through his blonde hair. He held a lasting thought of self worth and this thought brought destiny to his waking eyes. The night was over.

Don't fall in love with diamond rings or tragedy will find its way in all that you find true.
Keep them amazed with your mild devotion to majesty in some ill quoted phase in all that you hold true.
What would you do, if it all came up to you? And love had a new place to play?
What would you do, if it all came up to you? And love had a new place to stay, today?
Holding on, holding on sunshine
Keep the light on in your soul
On your own.
On your own.
The rest is good
See those superstars, tidal waves of broken cars again?
I'll be flying high.

YOU'VE BEEN HIT IN THE FACE WITH A GUMMY BEAR!!!
Just because U aren't here doesn't mean I can't throw Gummy Bears at U. LOL Maybe it will make U magically reappear. And you have been given a bag of gummy bears to throw back!
So throw them at the next innocent person that's standing near you!

RULES!!!
1-You must throw gummy bears at at least '6' people with your ammunition!
2-You can't throw a gummy bear at the person who threw one at you.
3-Unfortunately, you can't eat them.
4-Start spreading the gummy bear throwing love around DA

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AND SLICE THE BLADE ACROSS MY WRIST
TIE THE NOOSE AND KICK THE CHAIR
WATCH ME HANG
ANDWATCH ME BLEED
YOU DID THIS BITCH
NOW WATCH MY PAIN!

a heartbeat is a lovebeat
and when we meet its a good sensation
Listen to my heart pound
Listen to my love sound
FUCK ME SIDEWAYS
I LOVE THAT SONG
-another guilty guilty pleasure-

"For The World"

Poured myself out:
I am the empty cup
My hope has died away
And my tolerance faded.

How can I keep Stability
On such shaky ground?
Prayers that a smile will flag me down.

Sadly I've learned there's no truth in comfort;
Well-being stems not from love.
Anguish proves to be my only means of solace,
Yet I want to be held by anyone,
With any arms

I spend another morn alone
In a world that rejects me.
A public unkind, laced with apathy.
This one's for the world: I hate you.

Life could get no colder;
I'm living out a dying cell,
But I can pull through.